De-evolution meditation

I do a type of meditation where I go back meditatively to the beginning of the universe.

I’ve written before that the foundational philosophical element of the universe is word, or sound. This is the sound A-U-M, or Om. Meditating on the syllable OM single-pointedly will cause a meditative regression all the way back to the first syllable (physics: field vibration) which proliferated into this material universe which is being experienced in this instant.

In the instant you are reading this.

The universe ceases to be in me—indeed it is absorbed into me and then regurgitated again.

If you take the view that “OM” as ultimate reality your view is corrupted. Therefore you can, by definition, only meditatively regress that far. The level of corruption of view is directly related to the level of meditative absorption (samadhi).

The ultimate reality is shunya. Once this is meditated on analytically until some understanding dawns, one may be able to meditatively regress to OM, and then abandon OM.

Thus, the desire to exist must be abandoned and one must allow oneself to disintegrate completely and irretrievably.

This is easier said than done.

Peace